lols. you dont even know whether she did it anot u jitao scold her. fun scolding people izit? no ppl scold will die izit?

Firstly,u treat all your friends like CRAP. i've known u for years and u still treat people especially guys who you've just met better than u treat those who have know you for a long time. fair enough i dont hang out wif u often, but didnt u even care or ask me why i ignore u when u asked if smudge wanted go watch movie on 16th september? dont think you did. and about smudge. who the heck made u the leader? just cuz u think up the name doesnt make u the leader - which means u dont have the right to say smudge is DEAD as and when you like to. the chalet also. u make urself the organizer when in actual fact XIAO BAO is the organizer. i dunno who gave u the authority to squish and ignore our friends like that. who would do that? you maybe?

Secondly, wow. that time u suddenly sms me in the morning on the monday of my CRAPPIEST WEEK saying i said walan instead of walao. u wan me die izit? u keep saying i said walan when i said WALAO. print the spelling into your head can? W-A-L-A-O . dunno the difference? check the spelling. you kept accusing me of saying walan, and the way u sms is like you were telling your father that said walan. :

Xue: omg u die le.
Mel: huh? why?
Xue: u say too many vulgarities infront of my dad.
Mel: where got?
Xue: u scold walan.
Mel: i scold walao nt walan
xue: but i heard u say walan ];

i was so damn angry. i already know u dun give a damn how i feel - but i'm a human, i still have feelings. u didnt even NOTICE i didnt reply ur sms. cuz u dont give a damn whether i reply or not - yeah.

Thirdly, that time in audi we (you,me,xb,82) all chiong like mad, hack dens like mad, wake people up damn early just to chiong for the millions to open the fam.and when we got the fam opened, guess what happened? you disappeared. me and xb msg and call you like crazy and you never once returned a msg or a call.

Fourthly, in your profile dont crap la. you put "...love my hamsters, her xiaobao, sam,82,mel and keni..." love us? OH REALLY? sorry but i dont feel your love. you have no idea how many times u made xb cry over you. wait. i think even if u knew, you wont give a DAMN - cuz that's the person you are. even if you did care, you would only care for a second, thn change the subject soon after. the poem i wrote in the post before this post was my idea of how you were like to xb. u get new friends u throw us away like trash.

Fifth - i dunno how many times i've been made to feel like rubbish by u. in the times of hardships, friends are supposed to cheer you up. in your case, you make my times of hardships WORSE man. you dont CARE about people BUT YOURSELF. call xb self-centered? take as look in the mirror and you'll find a 'better' one there. xb is so many times better than you.

Sixth - i dunno why i didnt notice this before. i only noticed it this year. i was talking to xb when i went to orchard. i fell down and sprained my ankle, and i was talking to xb while walking to kinokuniya. that was the day of the one week you ignored us. wow. such a good friend ya? maple matters more than friends. dun ghey siao say u busy or go overseas or what. if u go overseas you wil recieve our msg and reply. but when u finally spoke to us, it was a totally different subject. i stil remeber the national day while you were SUPPOSED to be sleeping, u ended up talking to 82 and his gf on the phone. i tried to ask u if u wana go to watch fireworks together, u pretended i not there and continued your conversation as if i hadnt spoken. i got pissed and jitao kup the phone since no one answered me. you were sleeping? sleeping mouth can move and make so much noise meh? u trying follow dex ah? he made so much noise and even scratched his butt in the early hours of our third morning. he first kept groaning, then started snoring, then blabbered gibberish damn fast i dun even know what he saying, then scratched his butt and asked "what the F**K you want?", started groaning again, snored some more and the finally ground his teeth for like half an hour.i hardly caught any sleep that day. and you know what? he made none of these noises when he slept next to you. i wonder why? you treat him that 'good' huh? i WONDER who was one of the people who STRONGLY OBJECTED LIKE MAD and say dowan dex go. WHO AH? i think is someone called JOEY TAN CHIEW LING. you dont have to flirt people to make them like you you know, especially guys.

Seventh - you cried your ass off on the first day, and you made xiao bao feel that it was her fault you cried. people dowan watch movie and wan walk back to room got wrong mehs? you said you were scared of her going back to room alone cuz she's a girl. then i not girl meh? u didnt make such a big fuss when i went back alone. since when did you care so much bout your friends? -surprised- wow?! she's 17 this year and do you need to worry so much? worry bout yourself since you're a 16 yrs old chiobu walking the streets. if you were that worried, why didnt you accompany her home to woodlands whenever she went home after every job from Pin Si? those hours are quite late too. actually, why dont you stick yourself to her wif super glue if you actually that worried? dun crap la. you never worried over your friends THAT much and you probably never would unless someone gives you a good tight slap in the face.

And by the way, the person tagging in your chatbox is NOT xb. i know her for a shorter period of time than you, yet i know at least THAT MUCH. she's not that bo liao though she's bo liao at times. dun so bhb. u tink people will care so much about you when u dun give a damn bout them ? dream on and on man. u wait until singapore float to antarctica aso wont happen. ever hear the saying "Do unto others what you want others to do unto you" ? maybe you did and never paid any attention to it.

Plus , you keep accusing xb of spamming your cbox. where's the PROOF? even I know she's not that boliao though i've known her for a shorter time than you. call people get a life? why dont YOU get a life? since you already broke up wif your ex, why do you BOTHER to go into his email inbox and read? why dont YOU go get a LIFE.

The time u called people lamer? say the chalet half a success? scold someone a bitch? who was the one who broke the joyous mood of the chalet by crying on the first night? i notice when xb was trying to talk to you, you ignored her. unless she addresses you DIRECTLY, you just prtend she not there. WHY do you think she was in a bad mood? maybe she had a few fault and all, but you didnt have to blame EVERYTHING on her. she was so upset until she smoke. she talk to her friend cuz we always left her alone. didnt u realise almost alot of people flock to you when you're upset, and when she's upset nobody went anywhere near her? i dont think you even noticed. you were just too busy comforting yourself that you werent to blame right? you wont know how many times you have pissed people off unless they tell you right?

Please,seriously, dont crap man. just cuz people go tag or spam your tagbox dun mean you have to delete it. anyways, what good increasing viewers on your blog do? you want to compete against xiaxue huh? gawd mans. the more i say the more self-centered i realise you are. you wana use that word on others? i'll use it back to describe you, no worries.

Well, i dunno how many times i forced myself to swallow my pride so that i wont show u i'm pissed - but you just have to keep repeating and repeating your mistakes. i was being nice for xb's sake, i wanted to protect this 'friendship'. if a 'Pissed-O-Meter' existed,mine would have blown up to 'Life-Threatening Anger' but i still diam diam ren.

And really SERIOUSLY, dun act cute lahs. that night before chalet day when you called us to remind us of what to bring to chalet you were talking super slowly. u kept asking me to ask my auntie and i keep telling you i asked already, you talked so damn slowly, even slower than lao ahma gossiping wif other old women under HDB block. you dun have to talk so slow like i dun understand simple chinese liddat. afterall- although my chinese lan, i can still understand chinese cuz i'm born a chinese, HONEY. are you trying to insult me? who knows.

Anoither thing. for 16th september, you dont even give a damn i taking o levels this year, neither do you care my PRELIMS are on that day. since i mean so little to you, why donti just disappear from your life? feel free to delete me from your blog,off your contacts list,msn,friendster,etc...if dont want to, it's fine with me too. thanks for being a lousy friend to me the add-or-take past two and a half years :D

Yet another thing. STOP LYING TO OTHERS. your lying skills SUCK. u say one thing and change the story the next minute. i dunno how you mum's birthday can pop out of nowhere just nicely so that you have an excuse. u have made so many excuses until i duno which one is a lie and which ones are not. That time u were making a list of what to bring and wanted everyone to chip in on items :

-shampoo
-cleanser
-straightener
-body soap
-toothpaste

did you even realise that most of the things you've stated is a personal necessity and is up to you to bring your own? then i asked what the straightener is for. you said you, sam and xb wanted to use it. then i called up xb asked her wad she want the straightener for. she became blur, then asked me what i mean. i repeated the question and she said she didnt say she wanted it. then i smsed sam. the way he replied was like he did not need it "it would be good if you can bring it" == we are going to a chalet for goodness sakes!not some kinda fashion parade == you wan it you ask for it. dun anyhow mention peoples names when u didnt even ASK them whether they want it or not. mega slip-up in lying there, no? when people find out you've been lying, you make more excuses that are even more FAKE, just to cover up. we all swallowed it up to give you face.

I still have more :D dun be a drama queen. you cried for 3 days over the fact u dowan xb to meet the guy and were worried bout on her? dont joke. those are probably crocodile tears so that you will comfort yourself for being a good friend to her after all the time u spent with her, isnt it? you werent THAT worried bout her when she hadnt met the guy yet. why the sudden concern? most probably is cuz of the guy - again. seriously, if you hate someone, why would you even BOTHER to reply his smses and tell him you cut your finger in D&T? when u dowan people to know how you actually are, you ghey kiang say it's NOT that then change the subject and keep repeatedly saying you are not the one at fault indirectly or directly when YOU are the one. why do you keep doing that?

Last of all,well, i hope you're happy to piss people off. enjoy :D coz when you get karma ( the real meaning of it) you will know how we all felt, and you will learn to regret it. a simple apology is not enough for either of us, but i dont think you will apologise anyways. you treat the people who truly care bout you like crap, and the people who dont give a crap bout you, u treat really well.

i shall return you your gl act cute face that pissed me off when you say i said walan not walao --> ;]

P.S. for the people who read this post and hate me for stating things you didnt know bout joey, feel free to hate me,crap bout me, or even if you dont, i dont care ^^

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